x Half of my heart.

Who am I?

I'm -95 born finnish girl. I have a big brother and

a little sister. We live together with our mother. 

Happy, sunshine, who loves to study and work.

Normal girl, who used to love scene-style and japanese rock.

Who listen nowadays normal party/disco music like everyone another.

: )

What I love?

Great artist, like Chester See and Boyce avenue.

I love winter time and the Christmas in Finland. Love snow and ice cold weather.

That one Guy over one year. 

Love my friends, my family and our little dog.

Parties which last all night long.

C:

What cannot stand?

Arguin some stupid things like who is taking the dog out.

When someone says: "Oh, I forgot you!" or "Pardon?"

When someone comes screaming at my door and wakes me up for a some pity reason.

When I'm late somewhere.

D:

Why I chanced my style?

That's a question....

I didn't want to be that weird one who walks all alone and are the last person in line.

It would happend anyway, sooner or later.

I'm not gonna be some 20-years old scene girl who looks like 15-years old.

:/

Future?

I'm gonna be waitress/plastic surgeon.

I wanna have 2-3 kids and a husband who with I can settle down.

Moving to US when time is up.

:D

Ask me more questions if you want to and I'll give you my answers :D

x Had a time of my life!

Hello hello! It's been a long time :) 
YES, I'M STILL ALIVE. I feel like super hyper energy..... Because it's finally Friday! 
Okay, the first thing about the Turkey.
IT WAS AWESOME. I found the love of my life, I left my heart to the Turkey. Yeah, there was this one guy, Ilhan, a bartender, who was absolutely, ultimately a gentle man. No wonder a girl like me falls in love. I just can't get him out of my mind... That's why I'm going to Turkey again a next summer :D Mom didn't like the idea, but I have to.
We sleep all day and party all night was the basic idea of the vacation : D The special night was when I was took a little more than I should and I was dancing on the table with some waiter guys. That night was like a movie... This one guy just took me to the dancefloor and we dance all night. We hadn't ever met again and we just did things that made olders people look down to us. "Dirty dancer" would descripe that night perfectly :D
My mom didn't like that so much and neather the others guys who where with us... Ofc, parting wasn't only thing we did there :D We lay down on the beach, ate in fancy restaurant, did some shopping, went to seatrip and everything little fun ofc. Really enjoyable...

NOW the another thing..... A SCHOOL. It's a pain in my ass. I just started _two new schools. It's pretty hard already. 
You wake up 6am, you go to a school to 8am, stand on your feets 5hours running around the classroom, one hour sit down, run to change your clothes from workingsuit to normal and run to the bus stop for the high school lessons... When I get home I feel like shit. I sit down for a couple a minute and fall asleep. 
AND teachers in Primus (vocational school) says that we need to get a hobby! F*ck u, I say. I have no time to do that! It's almost 5pm when I get home and all things start around 6pm. I'm a human, too!! 
And I have been sick since we got back to the Finland... I got bronchitis and otitis (wha?). A sore ear and throat. I've been coughing almost a month and it's not even close to end and I hear things only with one ear... This really sucks :D
Today I saw my old friend in the same bus....
"Hey"
"Hi"
"Where are you going? To school?"
"Yeah.... You?"
"I already were there whole morning, I'm going home."
...
You know I really was pissed off  'cause it was only 11am. Great.....

But yeah, I think this is all I wanna say now...
ILHAN PLEASE, Contact..... I tried to find him from Facebook but it's impossible... I go to dance now.
I do what I wanna do when I wanna do it. BYE C:

I was cool and everything was possible
Nobody could hurt me, it was my game
Until I met you baby and went insane
You know it's worth it... 

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us